Monday, February 8, 2010

Nightmares:

Last night I had a nightmare, which is odd. I haven't had one in at least a year. I did have one during my first few months in the Netherlands. But that's understandable, as everything starting anew in my life–at that point, can certainly cause the mind to work in strange ways. I don't remember the full details of what I dreamt about last night. But I woke up scared as hell, out of breath and gripped by fear. The kind of fear that won't kill you, but meticulously tortures you slowly, poses no immediate threat, and is just outside of you 'safe-zone' (meaning: you're safe as long as you're 'here' and just out of reach). It left me breathless. What I do remember is: A book/(spell-book)? And some sort of evil 'presence' in the room...